The Sunshine Girl-The Lives She Touched

I miss you so much, Lori. I've really needed you to be with me in counsel these past few weeks concerning my dad. He'll be with you soon. Please, watch out for him & show help him get around and find his people. I love you & miss you so much. Every time I see a baby gecko I think of you, you remember, don't you. Your peace & love are felt continuously at work by many. Miss you! Love you!!

I miss my little girl so much......  you're the only one who understands and i wish you were here so badly.

Miss You Sooooo much!!!!
'Couple of times recently, I thought I saw you down the hall, as I had so many times, but of course it was somebody else.
As you know..., I'm not much of a "face-booker" or I would have sent you a "friend request" a long time ago.
Rest well my sweet friend..., life is so short anyway..., see ya again

I miss you my friend! I know you are looking down on us all and protecting us. God Bless You!

Dear Lori, even though I met you only a couple of times in Blinn ADN program, I always remembered your smile, confidence, and friendliness. Will miss a good soul in terra firma. Rest in Peace. 

With Love, Babi.

Hey. Its me. Sonja. Got my days mixed up and missed the funeral and saying goodbye to you. I'm such a wreck over this and I can't believe that your gone sweetheart. I really was eager for the next time you came to visit so we could go eat food while the two of us did some catching up. Now that will have to wait a while but I'm up for it. Wish I had anything important to say but I'm awful at expressing myself. I do know that you are terribly missed by so many! Remember the time you and I biked up the hill from yr house to mine and me, after my legs got all busted up in that accident just lagged behind because they weren't so strong and you'd stopped several times and waited for me? Probably not but  I always thought that was so sweet of you. You waited w/out question. Just know that I won't forget about you love. Now I owe you a visit and I promise to come see you soon. Surround those who love you most. See you later...

Lori my heart  is broken I love you so I'm going to miss you so.

My dear friend it hurts to see u go but God have prepared a place for you in Heaven. Im going to miss you so much.

I love you Lori! I will always remember your sweet spirit.... I will miss you.  RIP I will see you again soon in Heaven. Love you so much. Xoxoxoxo

I am grateful for the little time that we shared, you will always remain young and beautiful and energetic in my memories.  Thank you for always being a beacon in a foggy night.  RIP sweet Lori, you were the best nurse ever, as well as person.~~~ Jennifer Havel

Praying for you Lori. I know i will see you one day. Love you and I am so saddened by you leaving 

Words can not express the way our hearts grow cold without

your friendly face and giving heart. So I say onto you thank you

for the time you have given me to be part of your life. The talks 

we had about our sons were very special , As I learn the love you

had for your son, Yes my dear I know you love your son. Until we 

meet again in heaven, I'm glad to have an angel watching over me.

Lori

Thank You For Time

Shelia 

Lori i miss you so much i have not been bck to the church in so long your loss is felt in so many peoples lives.Time to get bck to the fold wich i come from.Love u 

From Whitney

Lori,

You are the best aunt ever. You were always there at night so if Mom & Dad weren't there to kiss me goodnight, you would. You taught me loads of stuff, like putting the stamps on the paper to teaching me new soccer tricks. You were also so generous too. I remember when I asked for a big ol' tub of Red Vines, and I was thinking there was probably no way to do that, but Lori somehow you did it. You were at our house 4-5/7 days a week. Lori, you always wanted to give, not take. I also remember you taking  me to soccer practice and being there to watch me play my soccer games and you also bought me my first pair of sliders which I still  have. No one can top your generosity and caringness. Lori, it was really sad when we were moving to Florida. I remember crying so much and that I had never felt anything worse than having to be separated from you, but I remember that you having visited those couple times, there was nothing better than that. When you died I was wondering why? Why Heavenly Father do you have to taker her away? Then I got my answer: Heavenly Father needs your generosity & your caringness & love to help people somewhere else. I love you so much & I really want you to know that. You are my second mother & no one can take that place.

Lori, I want you to be happy while looking down from Heaven, and don't forget that I love you so much.

Love ya Lori,

Whitney

Our Last Day

One year ago today was one of the best days. I was so happy to be back in Texas. I was back with my sister ready to spend 10 days together. I had only seen Lori for an hour the night before when she got off work and came to pick Jaden and Ethan up to spend the night with her. It was a Sunday and we met at church. It was so nice being there together almost like we never left. So many people were excited to see her and all of us.  She laid her head on my shoulder and was so happy to have us "home". After sacrament meeting she paid her tithing to our bishop and seemed the happiest I had seen her in awhile. She always had the brightest smile, but it seemed extra bright that day. We went to her house after church where she made us lunch. After lunch she brought out hundreds of photos for us to look at and reminisce over. She took the kids out for a walk and then she had to leave for a few hours to finish up some charting she had to do at the hospital. She came back later that evening to pick up Jaden, Whitney, Ethan, & Brinley to spend the night. She was so excited for the next day. We had plans to meet at 10 a.m. to finish our shopping. I gave her a huge hug and said goodbye. There was no clue that there would be a chance of this being our last goodbye. My Mom talked to Lori earlier that evening and she was so happy. She told my Mom how great it felt to be back at church. She said she was ready to start going regularly again.....it was hard for her to go without us there because it reminded her how far away we lived.  She read my Mom one of her favorite scriptures. She was truly happy and in a good place.

This past year has been a roller coaster of emotions. I have missed the "Sunshine" girl so much. The earth feels like a darker place without her in it, but the stars and sunsets are more radiant since she left. I have learned to appreciate the simple things in life just as she did. When I take care of my patients at the hospital, I truly feel her presence helping me to go above and beyond. I work with amazing people who have become like family to me, I get showered with much needed "Lori" hugs. Many have become like sisters to me. I have learned and grown so much.

This life is full of joy and sorrows. We all face trials, it is a fact of life. I do know that Lori had her fair share of trials and she endured them well. She changed her life for the better many years ago and she played a vital role in the lives of many. She has friends that are alive today because of the love and support and guidance she offered them at a desperate time in their lives. She still to this day has patients that come to the hospital and ask if she is working so she could care for them or their family member. I am so grateful to be her sister, to have had her as an integral part of my family on a daily basis, and to have an example of the most caring persons to aspire to be.

I love you Lori. I miss you so much, but I know the day you left us, you passed away quietly, peacefully, and you were happy. You were surrounded by those who loved you like a Mom. You passed the test in this life, proving yourself, and got to go be with our Savior in a place where your heart can touch and bless more people than it could in this life. Love you Sunshine girl....keep shining!!!

Love your sister,

Kelly

Being Grateful

This past week has been a particularly emotional one. 1 year ago today Lori left back to Texas after spending a week with me. It was her second time visiting. I looked forward to our 1 week visits every 6 weeks. It made living so far from her bearable. I have thought about that visit so many times. It was so different from her visit in September. In September she was so happy & so full of life. I'm sure it had so much to do with seeing us for the first time after 6 weeks apart. Her November visit was much different. She was tired, more like exhausted. I worried about her and asked her to see a doctor. Like most nurses, you tend to take care of everyone and everything else, and you are the last one to get help. Lori's heart was failing her. I can see so clearly now. I have thought so much about all the things I could have done, and all the things I should have done if only I knew everything I know now. It has eaten at me & I have shed more tears than I have thought possible.

A few months back I had a complete breakdown. I locked myself in my bathroom, went in my closet & gathered an armful of Lori's clothing & bawled like a baby while I hugged them & fell asleep. While I slept Lori came to me in my dream. I saw her as clear as day. She was radiant, happy, glowing. In my dream I thought she was alive. I looked at her & said, "how could you leave us? How could you put us through the funeral & here you are alive?", (in my dream I thought she was still here), & she said to me, "I couldn't get better here.".  She hugged me & held me & when I woke up I was comforted by the dream & knew I had to be grateful she was better.

I don't think anyone saw this coming. Lori was so full of life. The most loving, giving, and generous person you would ever meet. Lori lived her life in the service of others. She loved her patients as if they were her own family. I can't even count all the cards & letters she has received from patients & their family members she cared for. Several coworkers have said she was by far the best nurse at the hospital.

I will forever be grateful for the example she is to me. She left some huge shoes to fill & I can only hope & pray to try to fill a fraction of them. I am grateful my Heavenly Father blessed me with her as my sister for 36 years in this life & eternity in Heaven. I am grateful she helped raise my kids as a daily part of my life from the time her beloved son Jaden came to live with us in March 2000.

I am grateful for the lives Lori touched in her 36 years on this earth. For those that knew her, she will never be forgotten & through this blog, I hope & pray that those who read it will get to know her and be blessed by the beautiful angel on earth that she was. I am not surprised Heaven needed her.

I love you Lori. You will forever & always be my hero.

Love,

Your sister Kelly

Quest To Be Like Her

Last month Shawn & I went back to Texas for a friends mission farewell & to bring some of Lori's things back to Florida for Jaden. We stayed at Lori & Brandon's home. It was surreal being in her home. Everywhere I looked were pieces of her. It was as if she never left. We got in Thursday night and come Friday morning I was an emotional wreck & couldn't bring myself to start going through her things. I decided to go visit my friend Cori & her new baby instead. Saturday morning came & I looked out the window and the first thing I saw was her car parked right next to Brandon's. I was overcome with emotion as I felt like she should be here. I felt overwhelmed with the things I needed to do that day & how hard it would be. The next thing I saw was the brightest, most beautiful sun peeking out from the clouds. I knew Lori was trying to shine the light through the darkness that I felt. I immediately felt comforted & knew I would make it through the day. One of the first boxes I opened was full of books from nursing school. I took a binder out & it had stickers on it with various sayings. "Live laugh love & be happy" "giggle" "laugh everyday" "smile" "sing your song in your own special way". I couldn't help but smile as I knew that Lori was talking to me & saying these things to me. It helped me to get through that day. Brandon & Shawn worked alongside me & we reminisced about Lori & all the funny things she did. We couldn't believe all the clothes she had. We joked that the 80's & 90's wanted their clothes back. She saved everything. I am so grateful for all the things she saved. I found precious drawings she kept from Jaden & my kids. She kept every card, letter, & note anyone gave her. It was so neat to feel of the absolute love she had for her son. The journals she kept testify of her love for him.

I can't put into words to describe how amazing I felt that day. I felt her with me every step of the way.
I felt so touched by cards given to her by others, especially her patients she took care of. She had an amazing capacity to love & care for others as if they were the only person on earth. Her earning the reputation as the "sunshine girl" is no accident. She radiated the love & light of Christ. I love reading from her well worn scriptures. She loved them so much. I feel closest to her when I read those, and read cards she has written to me & others in my family. Nothing compares to the words she writes about Jaden....he was her pride & joy. Her love for him was so vast & pure. She never left any word unsaid.

I am so grateful for her example. I am keeping a journal now. I am writing notes to my kids just because. I am trying so hard to live each day as if it were my last & letting those I love know just how much they mean to me. When I work at the hospital I feel her with me. Sometimes I can't help myself & I will hug my patients. That is something Lori always did & I never did. Now sometimes when I hug them it is like, "whoa! where did that come from?", and instantly I feel Lori with me & I love it. Her spirit is so strong. I am grateful for her example. I hope to be more like her. This world needs more like her.

Lessons from Lori

Last night I had an amazing dream. It was a simple dream with a powerful message for me.  In my dream I was in my room talking with Shawn when I heard our front door open and heard the kids home. I heard laughter & singing & I heard Lori. I told Shawn that Lori was at our house & we both knew she wasn't supposed to be there because she was gone. We left our room to find the kids and she was surrounded by all my kids & her son Jaden sitting on Jaden's bed. She was reading a book to them like she did countless times in the past. She saw me and said, "Hi Kels! How are you?", and I walked up to her and gave her a huge hug.

It was such a simple dream with a message that was so profound. What I felt in the dream was the light & love that radiated from her. The kids were all sitting next to her surrounding her as they sat on Jaden's bed and she was singing with them and laughing like she did countless times in the past. They all wanted to be around her in this dream. I woke up feeling an immediate need to be a better mom. To be the kind of mom my kids want to be around. To create the kind of home that is filled with so much love and laughter the kids can hardly wait to get home and don't want to leave. I know that this crazy busy time in my life won't last forever and once it'g gone I will miss it terribly. I am so grateful for this dream and the newfound perspective I need to treasure each and every moment.

Lori continues to shine her light on me & all these kids she loves so much. So grateful for her example.  She left a huge void in our family when she left this life, but she continues to bless our lives in different ways, and sometimes much bigger ways than she could while here.

I love hearing from others and how Lori has blessed their lives. Many have dreams about her. It is so comforting to know she hasn't been forgotten.

Thanks Lori for being close, and teaching me how to be a better me. I love you.

Lori's Snake Attack

Lori lived out in the country in Texas. It was beautiful where she lived. Acres & acres of pastures and gorgeous sunsets. One bad thing about living where she lived was the snakes. Lori would send me pictures of snakes she had to kill. I don't know how she did it. Some of the snakes were so big. She even had to shoot a crazy possum that was threatening to attack her dog Bentley that was recovering from a snake bite to the face. I think she shot at the possum 20+ times & she only hit his back left leg.....poor possum. Her stories were always very dramatic and I was always nervous going to her house. Always looking out for the snakes.

I worked the night shift on the telemetry unit and she worked the day shift. We were trading shifts and she gave me report, we hugged goodbye and I told her to be safe driving home. I got a call about 45 minutes later. She called and said, " you won't believe what just happened. I was getting out of my car and had my arms full. As I'm walking I hear the leaves rattling behind me, so I stopped and couldn't see anything . I kept walking and again hear the leaves rattling. I'm scared now and look back and see a huge snake right at my heels, the size of a python.  I threw everything up in the air and started running and it was chasing me. I could hear all the leaves rattling in the background. I look back again when the front porch light helped me to see this snake and it was my scarf that was dragging on the ground behind me.". We both laughed so hard. All the nurses I told were dying and said that is so Lori. 

I am so grateful for these stories that put a smile on my face & help ease my aching heart. I have the most beautiful sister. So thankful for her life then & now.

Sister's Business

It's hard to believe Lori has been gone for 6 weeks now. It has been such a difficult road we have been traveling with beautiful experiences along the way. I have one of Lori's journals where she wrote, "He will show us our weaknesses and help us turn them into strengths. He will show us our strengths so we can help others who are weak. He wants us to see ourselves the way he does. There is no greater gift than for us to see ourselves the way he does. Through faith & prayer I believe all things are possible.". The things she writes are so beautiful and it's not just the writing, it is the way she lived her life. She truly was an angel here on earth who lifted and healed the hearts, especially those who were in need of lifting & healing.

I have thought about how I want to continue to keep her message & legacy alive and I felt inspired to use my consultant businesses as joint businesses with my sister. Every person that places an order will receive a letter from me with an uplifting message about my sister, a picture of her, and a smiley face pin.

My sister-in-law Holly deserves some of the credit for this vision. We were talking on the phone last week and she is aware of the huge burden of debt our family of 8 took on when we had to fly to Utah for Lori's funeral. I had been doing fundraising with my businesses to help pay off the debt. She offered to send some money instead of purchasing something and I told her I would want her to have something to show for the help she offered. She said she would purchase something and would think of Lori every time she wore it. I immediately thought of how beautiful it would be to have Lori's message continue through these businesses.

As my only sister she was my biggest fan of Scentsy & Thirty-One gifts. I signed up for Grace Adele to help with my fundraising efforts and fell in love with the bags & jewelry. All of it reminds me of Lori. I ordered myself my own orange purse to remind myself of my bright sunshine sister.

All the proceeds will go into a fund to be used for Jaden's travel to see his mom's resting site in Utah, and anything else Jaden needs. He is 15 years old and is planning on serving a 2-year mission when he turns 18.

Also, if anyone needs help raising funds, I am happy to host fundraisers and donate a portion of the proceeds to your benefit. I have done this a number of times & it feels really good to give back.

Thank you to all those who have helped already. It really has helped relieve our burden. I wish I could work at the hospital more than I am now, but my emotions are too close to the surface and I end of crying a few times during my 12 hr shifts, so this has been a huge help to have these side businesses.

My websites are:

www.kellychristensen.graceadele.us

www.kellychristensen.scentsy.us

www.mythirtyone.com/kellychristensen

                                                             THIRTY-ONE GIFTS

 

GRACE ADELE

                                              
                                                                        SCENTSY

This is the back of my businsess cards I just ordered. I am so excited to have her on them with me. It makes me feel like together we can make a difference and her sunshine spirit will continue to live on.

Family

This picture was taken in 2007. It was the last picture we had taken with all of us before our step-mom Diana passed away. I will always cherish this picture because this is our whole family. It never felt the same when Diana passed. She was so special and I felt like she was taken too early. I also felt that Lori was taken too early, but I have come to realize sometimes those that touch so many lives in their short time on earth, may be needed in heaven. Lori & Diana are both such caring and giving angels and both lit up every room they entered, and touched countless hearts. I'm so glad Lori had Diana's loving arms to run into when she left this earth. I am so blessed to have such an amazing family. While we miss those that pass away, they never leave us and we have so much here to be grateful for.

Jaden's Tribute To His Mom

Jaden spoke at his mom's funeral in Utah and I was so impressed with him. He is such an amazing boy and it has everything to do with the love Lori has for him. Here is Jaden's beautiful talk.

Over the last couple of days I have recalled things I love about my mom. One of the many things I loved about her is that she was not afraid to talk to strangers. I remember the first time she came to visit us in Florida she walked up with an older couple she had met on the plane. The first thing she said to us was that she had invited the couple over to our house for dinner that night. Shawn and Kelly were relieved to hear the couple had turned down the invitation. I could go on and on about things I loved about my mom but the thing I loved the most is the sacrifices she went through so that I could and can live a better life. In John 15:13 it portrays the kind of love my mom had for me. The Savior said “Greater love hath no man than this that a man lay down his life for his friends.” To fit this scripture perfectly with my mom in my life it would read, “greater love hath no woman than this that a woman lay down her life for her son.” An early example of this was when she allowed me to go live with Shawn and Kelly. She knew at that time in her life she wasn’t ready to raise me and provide everything she wanted me to have, so I could and can live my life to its fullest potential. I know from conversations with my mom that that was a challenging thing to do but she willingly did it,  hoping that it would give me a brighter future. Seven years ago, she would also sacrifice her life in Utah with the family, friends, and mountains that she loved so much to move to Texas where I had recently moved. She did this so that she could be there and be a second mother figure in my life. And when she felt like just being there by me wasn’t good enough, she again laid her life down and went back to school to earn her RN and provide more for me as much as the circumstances would allow. Going back my personalized version of John 15:13 “greater love hath no woman than this that a woman lay down her life for her son.” I know that by going through all these sacrifices she truly loves me just as Christ loves me. I know that she is up above watching over me. And is finally able to do what she has always wanted to do which is to be with me all the time and I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

 

 

Hugs from Lori

It has been nearly a month since Lori passed away. One of the many things I miss the most is her hugs. She gave the best hugs. I have found a new way to hug her. I have switched my laundry detergent and softener to Tide and Downy since Lori used those. Everything smells just like her. I washed a t-shirt of hers and put it on a pillow. I gave it to Ethan because he was super close to Lori. He called her his other mom. Ethan hugged the pillow and his face lit up and he said, "it's Lori. I love you Lori!", and he just squeezes it. I tried it out myself and hugged it wrapping my arms as far around my back as I could and closed my eyes. It felt almost like I was hugging her. This new found thing has been a life saver when I miss her. It's the little things that mean the most right now.

Mother & Son

 

The first time Lori came to visit us in Florida was so much fun. Never had I seen her sparkle as much as she did then. It had been 6 weeks since we left Texas. She and Jaden shared a bond like no other. This picture shows just how close they are and clearly Jaden has her same "sunshine" smile and glow. I took a lot of pictures of them on this day and they are priceless memories of the love shared between a mother & her son. Jaden is very lucky to have such a wonderful mom who left quite the legacy for him to be proud of. We are blessed to have Jaden in our lives. He is an amazing young man.

 

3 years ago Lori could carry him.

2 years later she was shocked to learn he could carry her.

Living with Memories

 

It is so hard to believe that 3 weeks ago tonight I was sitting with my sister making our plans for the next day. We both had a lot of Christmas shopping left. Bella, our dog, was trying to jump in her purse with hopes of sneaking to spend the night at Lori's apartment. She picked up my 3 youngest kids clothes for the next day, and we hugged goodbye. That was the last hug and I love you we would ever share in this life. I had no idea what would happen the next day.

We have had to learn some tough life lessons over the last few weeks. Never have I shed this many tears in all 39 years of my life put together as I have this past few weeks. The speculation about why my sister passed away and how has been so painful. We don't know the cause of death yet. An autopsy was done and we won't have the results for a few more weeks. My children and her son were there and there only 10 minutes that they weren't with her because they were eating breakfast and she was getting ready. It is extremely painful to hear rumors of how she died that are so far from the truth. We would like everyone to remember how she lived not how she left. Many leave this world at untimely times and we don't understand why. I am relying on my faith that I know this life is only a stepping stone to eternity, and Lori still is very much alive.

My sister is an amazing girl who lived a life so full of service. She is special....she touched countless lives. She had a special touch with all patients she so tenderly cared for, and especially difficult patients. She always reached out to anyone in need. She was always there for me. I have no doubt that she is very busy in Heaven helping whoever needs help, and I still feel her hand in my life in a major way.

This picture was taken the last time she visited us in Florida in November. I am so grateful for her role in my kids lives the past 12 years. She was definitely my kids other Mom and an amazing one at that. She is the "Sunshine girl" and will never be forgotten. We love you Lori. You are missed but never forgotten.

Lori's Legacy

It will take weeks to post all of the wonderful memories my sister left behind. She holds such a special place in the hearts of those who knew her. She was beautiful on the outside, but even more on the inside. Just feeling of her amazing legacy she left makes me want to be better. She had some pretty big shoes to fill. I love you so much Lori & miss you beyond anything words could say.

Praying for you Lori. I know i will see you one day. Love you and I am so saddened by you leaving.

Hey. Its me. Sonja. Got my days mixed up and missed the funeral and saying goodbye to you. I'm such a wreck over this and I can't believe that your gone sweetheart. I really was eager for the next time you came to visit so we could go eat food while the two of us did some catching up. Now that will have to wait a while but I'm up for it. Wish I had anything important to say but I'm awful at expressing myself. I do know that you are terribly missed by so many! Remember the time you and I biked up the hill from yr house to mine and me, after my legs got all busted up in that accident just lagged behind because they weren't so strong and you'd stopped several times and waited for me? Probably not but I always thought that was so sweet of you. You waited w/out question. Just know that I won't forget about you love. Now I owe you a visit and I promise to come see you soon. Surround those who love you most. See you later...

Dear Lori, even though I met you only a couple of times in Blinn ADN program, I always remembered your smile, confidence, and friendliness. Will miss a good soul in terra firma. Rest in Peace.
With Love, Babi.

 

I am grateful for the little time that we shared, you will always remain young and beautiful and energetic in my memories. Thank you for always being a beacon in a foggy night. RIP sweet Lori, you were the best nurse ever, as well as person.~~~ Jennifer Havel

 

Lori i miss you so much i have not been bck to the church in so long your loss is felt in so many peoples lives.Time to get bck to the fold wich i come from.Love u

 

Words can not express the way our hearts grow cold without
your friendly face and giving heart. So I say onto you thank you
for the time you have given me to be part of your life. The talks
we had about our sons were very special , As I learn the love you
had for your son, Yes my dear I know you love your son. Until we
meet again in heaven, I'm glad to have an angel watching over me.

Lori
Thank You For Time
Shelia

Lori my heart is broken I love you so I'm going to miss you so.

My dear friend it hurts to see u go but God have prepared a place for you in Heaven. Im going to miss you so much.

 

I love you Lori! I will always remember your sweet spirit.... I will miss you. RIP I will see you again soon in Heaven. Love you so much. Xoxoxoxo

Carmela Cruz My sweet sweet friend I miss you so much!

Good morning angel. Thinking of you and miss you so very much. Please continue to help comfort all friends and family. We all love you and miss you dearly. Brandon

 I am grateful for the legacy you left. I am grateful for your visits in my dreams. I am grateful for your amazing son who has your sunshine smile & light. You are so very loved & missed.  Kelly

Missing you my friend!! I love you!! Sad you had to leave us. Will always miss my friend, your laughter, love, kind heart, your smile, our chats, study buddy threw school, and the best nurse I know!!!!!

Thinking of you Lori......praying for peace for your friends and family. Love you......

Anyone can make you smile or cry but it takes someone special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes.

Lori, I am so in the dark right now. I have not heard anything. I am sick. I love you girl. I am so sorry I was not there. I have so many awesome memories with you! I love you so much. May you R.I.P. until we meet again. XOXO

Today my sister will rest in her beautiful mountains. The snow makes everything so peaceful and serene. It is beautiful like her and her amazing spirit. I love and miss you.

Rest in peace my angel. You will greatly missed but always loved. Xoxo —

Been thinking about you Lori. So glad you are in your mountains. :)
Love,
Your favorite redheaded nurse

Tears of sorrow and loss...With the passing of my dear friend Lori, I'm thinking of the fun times we had together and our hikes up Provo Canyon, I know this should make me feel better but all that comes is tears. I know she is happy and free but oh how I will miss her. She helped save my life when i was broken and lost. She was an example of the woman I knew I could become. I will never forget her and hope someday to see her sweet smile. May You rest in Peace my Sweet Friend... —

Thinking of Lori and her family today. Wanted to share some verses............."This is the reason we do not give up. Our human body is wearing out. But our spirits are getting stronger everyday." 2Corinthians 4:16. "Our body is like a house we live in here on earth. When it is destroyed, we know that God has another body for us in Heaven. The new one will not be made by human hands as a house is made. This body will last forever." 2Corinthians 5:1. Love you.  Shelly

Good morning my angel. Words can not describe what I really want to say but I'll try. It has been tough knowing you are physically not here, but I know your spirit still is all around us. Know that I loved you with all my heart and always will. Today you will be returned to your beloved mountains as your final resting place and with you is my heart. Love your husband B.

Traci Hayward Bayley Brandon- never have met u, but thanks for loving my friend and making her happy! Ur posts r so sweet to her! May u find peace, friend!:)

Josh Routt I love you Wolly!!!!!! You were my other little sister in my other family. I can not remember a time where you didn't greet meet with a smile and a hug and a genuine "how are you Josh". Love you lil sis!!!!!!

 

had beautiful Loris memorial today. I sobbed, I cried, I laughed, I threw up, I gave support, I received support, and now all I can do is pray for our broken hearts to be mended. for the strength to smile for her memory. my soul aches with her loss, but what a beautiful angel she must make.

 

Such an amazing woman! We lost a great friend,mom,aunt,sister,daughter but gained a beautiful guardian angel.

 

Kelly Stevens Christensen Doesn't it seem like the sun shines brighter and the snow sparkles more since she left? Love her and her heavenly powers.

 

So awesome to see the impact my sister had on others. Always happy and smiling. 

 

 

Thank You

Words can't even begin to express the amount of gratitude we feel towards all who have shown so much love for my sister and our family. The prayers offered in our behalf have been felt and have lifted our spirits and given us so much comfort at this time of loss. The memorials in Texas & funeral in Utah were so beautiful. It was amazing for us to feel of the love that everyone had for Lori and to see the lives that were touched by her in her short time on earth. There is no doubt in our mind that she had touched more people in her 36 years than many touch in a lifetime. She loved and served with all her heart. I will always be proud to be her sister and am proud of the legacy she left. Thank you all so very much and always remember to LLLLL......Live Laugh Love Like Lori!!!!